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I've only grown stronger, because that's what every step gave me.
My life may be complicated, but complication is what made me;; ♥

The journey that lies ahead…

This month and the next are going to be really tough for me. Right now, I am doing schooling on my own. I am currently doing math online and boy is that frustrating, and time consuming… On top of that I am working, and going to start trying to go to the gym 5 days a week… Just saying that sounds exhausting. This is going to be a challenge. A challenge that I need and a challenge that I know I can overcome, as long as I set my mind to it. It may not be the easiest of tasks and I am not have the best attitude towards it either. I know there are going to be days that I struggle and want to quit it all, but I can’t. I’ve been struggling with the gym ever since I started… I guess because it’s hard. It’s hard for me to eat right when all I know is wrong… It’s training yourself to live a whole new lifestyle and believe me, it hasn’t been easy so far. I want to be healthy though, and I want to look good. So God help me with this journey of not only learning new ways of life, but help me with staying on track and keeping me focused and motivated.

5 months ago

“Finished or not finished, pass your paper!”

You:

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5 months ago - 100973

Hahah this is definitely the truth!

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6 months ago - 158353

Bring them home!

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6 months ago - 90495
J. Cole <3

J. Cole <3

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7 months ago - 4909

Sorry….

Sorry I’m not the prettiest. Sorry I’m not the smartest, or even the most fun…. Sorry I’m not the most driven. Sorry I’m not perfect…. I’m sorry.

10 months ago

SMH!

So, my Grandparents went out of town this weekend and I turned off the heater! Yes, I said heater! They still have the heater on in June!!! Well, my Grandma just asked if I moved it and I said yes, it was hot and on heat! Well, I am sitting here and the vent starts blowing out hot air! Are you kidding me?! It is 69 degrees outside!!!!!!!!!!!

11 months ago - 3
I never quite understood what all the hype was about with going to the gym&#8230; My boyfriend would go at least 5 days a week and I hated going with him! I thought it was dumb! He ended up getting a pass to Gold&#8217;s Gym. I wasn&#8217;t sure if I wanted to spend an extra $15 on a pass to the gym&#8230; But I ended up getting one anyway. Well, not only that but we now meet with a personal trainer once a month&#8230; We even got a diet plan. The diet plan is really hard for me because I was so used to eating junk food and especially drinking soda! Soda is my addiction! But I have been wanting to lose weight, but of course not doing anything about it besides saying it. Well, this past week I have went to the gym 6 times and yesterday we met with our trainer. We worked out our legs (my bf&#8217;s choice). I really enjoyed working out with the trainer. It was nice having someone there to guide and help me. When I go to the gym, I either do the elliptical or treadmill, so doing something different yesterday was a great change for me. I enjoyed it a lot, even though now my legs are beyond sore! I am excited to keep going to the gym and hopefully reach the weight and look that I&#8217;ve been wanting!

I never quite understood what all the hype was about with going to the gym… My boyfriend would go at least 5 days a week and I hated going with him! I thought it was dumb! He ended up getting a pass to Gold’s Gym. I wasn’t sure if I wanted to spend an extra $15 on a pass to the gym… But I ended up getting one anyway. Well, not only that but we now meet with a personal trainer once a month… We even got a diet plan. The diet plan is really hard for me because I was so used to eating junk food and especially drinking soda! Soda is my addiction! But I have been wanting to lose weight, but of course not doing anything about it besides saying it. Well, this past week I have went to the gym 6 times and yesterday we met with our trainer. We worked out our legs (my bf’s choice). I really enjoyed working out with the trainer. It was nice having someone there to guide and help me. When I go to the gym, I either do the elliptical or treadmill, so doing something different yesterday was a great change for me. I enjoyed it a lot, even though now my legs are beyond sore! I am excited to keep going to the gym and hopefully reach the weight and look that I’ve been wanting!

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11 months ago - 9
Congratulations to the 2011 NBA playoff winners! The Mavericks! Who would have thought that they would have been the new champions?! Either way, they deserve this! Glad to finally see someone new win for once!

Congratulations to the 2011 NBA playoff winners! The Mavericks! Who would have thought that they would have been the new champions?!

Either way, they deserve this! Glad to finally see someone new win for once!

11 months ago
                                                                    MVP, D. Rose baby!

                                                                    MVP, D. Rose baby!

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1 year ago - 4650
So, yesterday my boyfriend and I are sitting down eating&#8230; When all of the sudden he looks at me and says, &#8220;We can&#8217;t get married for two years&#8221;. I was a bit confused because we weren&#8217;t really saying much and we definitely were not talking about marriage. He said, &#8220;I&#8217;m telling you this so if you&#8217;re wondering why we haven&#8217;t got married it&#8217;s because we have to wait two years, for Corbin&#8221;. Corbin is his best friend, they have been best friends since they were little kids. I thought it was way cute! Just the fact that he brought it up&#8230; It really meant a lot to me&#8230; I LOVE YOU BRENNAN! &lt;3

So, yesterday my boyfriend and I are sitting down eating… When all of the sudden he looks at me and says, “We can’t get married for two years”. I was a bit confused because we weren’t really saying much and we definitely were not talking about marriage. He said, “I’m telling you this so if you’re wondering why we haven’t got married it’s because we have to wait two years, for Corbin”. Corbin is his best friend, they have been best friends since they were little kids. I thought it was way cute! Just the fact that he brought it up… It really meant a lot to me…
I LOVE YOU BRENNAN! <3

1 year ago

Ugh.

I hate having to wait……

1 year ago

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